Ohh college

I hate school. Plain and simple. I never really wanted to go to college if you really want to know the truth. But here I am and today I experienced my first traumatic event. I am 98% positive I failed my History final. And we only have two other grades besides the final and I believe I made C's on those so...yeah I guess I'll be registering for US History 2 sometime in the future. And the part that saddens me the most is that I love the time period that we studied lol But I just can't sit down and write an essay. I feel pressured and rushed and yeah, couldn't do it. And the part that was the longest wasn't even supposed to be on there and I didn't realize that until I was in my car getting ready to leave. and then I proceeded to cry and called my mommy. I knew she'd listen and be on my side:)so then I wanted to go to Nathan's to get comfort from him too lol but he didn't answer because not even a dump truck driving through a nitroglycerin plant could wake him up baha and so then I call Justin, nathan's bff lol and roommate and ask him if Nathan's asleep and then I lose it and am crying so hard and it was the most awful noise I have ever made. Poor justin, sorry justin!:)but he also told me it'd be ok and that he'd unlock the door for me.above is a picture of me and my pal haha so yeah, I guess it's a good thing I love history....Can't wait for next semester!ha and another tragic incident that happened this weekend was that my own mother almost gave my dog away!I balled my eyes out about that one too....but I still have him for now so that's all that matters:)Still waiting on Nathan to hear back from y-12, why is it taking so long?:(I had to get interviewed for his clearance process or whatever, hopefully it will be soon!I'm so excited and proud of him!well I have 2 more finals on Wed and then I'm done for the summer hallelujah
-Bethany